If I am to sum up 2011 and 2012, the time I was jobless is longer.   During those times, I find a job and not stay longer than three months.  It was frustrating, because I wasn’t used to not getting regularized.  I started working in 2002 and I was held my job.

As I reflected on the past two years, I asked myself how I survived those times that I was jobless.  I had bills, I had to eat and sustain myself; I couldn’t even tithe.  Despite being penniless I continued going to church, attending the Feast, attending my Care Group and serve when asked.    

So I asked myself how can anyone go through that and endure.  God is merciful… God sustains… God provides… God blesses and will continuously bless…

Despite my shortcomings and unworthiness, God still held me and took care of me.

And so I tell you not to worry about the food you need to stay alive or about the clothes you need for your body.  Life is much more important than food, and the body much more important than clothes.  Look at the crows: they don't plant seeds or gather a harvest; they don't have storage rooms or barns; God feeds them!  You are worth so much more than birds!  Luke 12:22-24 (GNT)

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