moving forward....

2007 was a handfull... it was dynamic, full of memories, experiences, new people met, some left, new relationships made, new job and a little screw ups too.
here comes 2008, there is so much i want to do, achieve and experience. a year would seem enough huh, but actually it doesn't. that is why we have this "live life to the fullest".
this year a met new people that changed the course of life, it was very different from what i was veering into. this year ended happy but a little messed up too. no am not blaming anyone for it. things happen for a reason and it was just frustrating how things developed.
i want to start the year right. and how exactly to i plan to do that? first is, imma save more money. second it imma fix my relationship with everyone i can fixed it with. third, i am not gonna get involved too much with anyone in all facets of it. thing is i dunno how to start, say asking for forgiveness when you know what you did is grave.
there are two things i can do though, just let things be and be unmindful or stress on it and get it resolved. on the other hand i can just address it calmly. why am i mopping around anyway? i know things will come around. there are people who experience some more drama worth things in there life, a friend's mother died and the whole family of my dad's younger brother had a car accident this new year, not that i'm affected but i know that this is a more messed up situation than mine. i'd like to move forward, taking only the lessons i learned as i push through, i want to set things straight... i know it's gonna be hard... but i have to pull myself together.
carpe diem... ü

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