i couldn't think of anything to write about and maybe that's the reason why i barely update my blogs. i've been thingking if i actually lost my gift of writing or i really did have it. i've been so down lately with things that's been happening to me. its small things that builds up and gradually swallows me. and then i received and email from a person that i haven't heard from for a long time... alexie. i never forgot who she was, she's my best friend, the one real best friend that i have. she put up to as much as she can take until she got tired herself. her email came at the right time, a cosmic power animated her shed me some light. my prayer life waned and weakened she reminded me of my goal to satisfy my spiritual goals. she came in time before my spirituality shattered.
how did i and alexie meet? we met in college, i was auditioning to join our campus theater, she was there and she conducted the auditions. we didn't click at first i thought she was this conceited air-head ass bitch trying hard to play dumb blonde. with all these years i've known her i can boldly say she isn't.
alexie was perfect choice for a friend, she was honest, loyal, smart and open-minded. we shared the same interest and passion and many other things. i didn't know she had talents until i heard her sing in one of our college events. she was known to be the campus mariah carey. aside from the fact that she idolizes mariah, she does sound like her, yes even the whistle registers.
singing was not the only thing she was good at, she's also a writer and an actress. we shared the passion of cultivating and improving in these skills that we share until we have to part ways. i had to move on with my life and take on responsibilities, while she had to continue schooling and deal with the cruel circumstances of life.
despite what we had to go through separately, we remained friends. we constantly text and update each other of just anything. alexie said we could just laugh at something without even defining it. funny cause even if we have not been seeing each other for a while we still have that connection.
she sent me an email and was inviting me to catch up. i'd love to and maybe this time we can more things to talk about. after longs months of not seeing each other i want to know if we still have something in common. do we still have the same interest? can we still talk casually about anything. i have changed, she may have too... but i do miss her...
carpe diem... ü
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