I was about to log in to my yahoo email when I saw an article on Taylor Hicks and Kelly Clarkson. The title of the article was “Ungrateful Idols' there was also a video saying that they were actually dissing the contest. I was never a fan of either of the two. But it was interesting to know the score. Taylor the silver haired captain of the Soul Patrol was quoted to say that the contest was fizzling out. Taylor said that he was misquoted and really he really appreciated what contest has done for him as opposed to what rumors alleged that he said it was just a machine for him to showcase his talent and that it was so confining. Kelly Clarkson on the other hand was accused of being a snub and was also having bad publicity for not thanking AI when winning the Grammy's a mistake Carrie Underwood did not commit when accepting her award on from the same body. American Idol indeed was an instrument for these singers to launch there careers but I think they should also rise from the shadow of the contest and find their own ways. Diana Degarmo runner up to Fantasia is already making waves in Broadway. Jasmine Trias who was in the same season as Diana is already establised with her career in Asia. Jennifer Hudson is playing Effie White the temperamental Diva of the movie adaptation of Dreamgirls, along with Beyonce. Any many others what's important I guess is that they don't forget they got their first exposure from the contest.
~I’d really wanted to blog what’s going on with JayR and schedules and many others. At least it becomes unrated and unofficial. I think I know a good deal of facts but hell, I don’t know enough so… never mind. carpe diem... ü
~Strong display of emotions and beliefs challenges me to re-assess my views on various things. Let’s say for example now on love. I just emailed a friend at work through our web mail, telling him about it. Which I think is the reason I’m writing this blog. Lately, my boss Yong is just spieling his giggles on this new guy he’s dating and now his boyfriend and another office friend Hender just gushes over her exhilaration on previous date that she just had with a guy she has been chatting with for the longest time. I never believed in lasting relationships and in an honest one to be specific. But for some reason I’m being surrounded by people who’s enjoying their love-lives, Vanfild and his new guy, KV and her long time cutie boyfriend and even RL who has been very vocal with being a faithful wife and a loving mother. She was telling me yesterday how an ex-boyfriend was hinting on still having feelings for her, but she refused him because of her values. Even outside the office I’m bombarded by friends who are all in cloud nine. Dikkie just got back with Jeorge and relatively new friend Gica and Anthony (did I remember the name right?), whom I got to hang with twice. And of course JayR and Liza who’s been so in love for the longest time. Maybe I just grew with an environment were relationships are fragile. I understand that but why am I surrounded with there people? Is it a sign from the Great Cosmic one to open my heart to love? I was told that the reason I’ve been single is because I’m running away from love and worst may have closed my doors to it. I never saw myself into a relationship I think I’m not ready I have nothing to give. Petula Menggay said that I should not believe in the “You complete me” maxim, I don’t, really. I mean why burden being complete to another person. You should be complete so you give flawless heart to the other. You can give out your short comings and insecurity. So long to only other half that makes you whole huh? Its certain level I guess of maturity that lacks something that one should possess when getting in to it. I don’t have that… Ergo I’m not ready!
~Christmas season is the most hypocritical season I know. Don’t get me wrong, what I don’t understand is why many people patch up during Christmas, why fights are settled and conflicts set aside. Do this people really forgive and forget; little do we know they get back at their old issues after the season. Just because it’s the so called birth of Christ you go make peace? FAKER!!! If you have beef with someone do you honestly let is pass and forget because of the season of Divine love is here? Why do you wait for December to make up with shortcomings, ask for forgiveness for those you’ve wronged, say it’s ok to those who are fault with you, just because it’s Christmas Season? Give me a break! That’s something I don’t buy that, you’ve gotta be kidding me. And what after the season, do you continue being at peace? Suddenly all the pain you have caused is a joke and to you forgave it’s as if there was no gravity on the agony you got. Are you shitting with yourself? I’m not convince when people come up to me on Christmas and say sorry, pleas forgive me. You saying sorry because it’s Christmas, ok. Likewise I do not ask for an apology until I’m ready to ask for it or if I do accept that I am at fault. I’m not cold hearted opposed to what I was made to believe to, l just look at things with reason. I think what this season should teach us is to learn how to accept. There is life that will come anew. To enlighten our hearts from those anger and open up to solidarity, convergence and fellowship, what have you? When you can truthfully find it in your heart to do these; for those who genuinely have the sincerity to this all in the Season, why not? I laud you for that, not that I’m not the right person to give out recognition but the question is why waiting for Christmas? You know Christmas is actually the holiday I keep avoiding but keep on participating in, maybe because of its divinity.
~ I was about to log in to my yahoo email when I saw an article on Taylor Hicks and Kelly Clarkson. The title of the article was “Ungrateful Idols' there was also a video saying that they were actually dissing the contest. I was never a fan of either of the two. But it was interesting to know the score. Taylor the silver haired captain of the Soul Patrol was quoted to say that the contest was fizzling out. Taylor said that he was misquoted and really he really appreciated what contest has done for him as opposed to what rumors alleged that he said it was just a machine for him to showcase his talent and that it was so confining. Kelly Clarkson on the other hand was accused of being a snub and was also having bad publicity for not thanking AI when winning the Grammy's a mistake Carrie Underwood did not commit when accepting her award on from the same body. American Idol indeed was an instrument for these singers to launch there careers but I think they should also rise from the shadow of the contest and find their own ways. Diana Degarmo runner up to Fantasia is already making waves in Broadway. Jasmine Trias who was in the same season as Diana is already establised with her career in Asia. Jennifer Hudson is playing Effie White the temperamental Diva of the movie adaptation of Dreamgirls, along with Beyonce. Any many others what's important I guess is that they don't forget they got their first exposure from the contest.
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